I got sent to a psychiatric ward in Derby for 3 months, and this disrupted and seriously affected m creativity. I was at my peak! I doubt whether I'll manage to get to it again. I was posting prolifically on my blog (which has since been deleted) and exchanged many opinions with an interesting kid called Gareth. My plan then was to write as many short stories as I could and read as much as I could, and spend five years at home with my parents. I then consequently wanted to live life as a tramp, travelling around the world and living a life of pleasure.
After having been sent to the psychiatric ward, I was persuaded by the doctor there to pursue a university education. After leaving the hospital and the ward, I found my creativity to be very sterile. I have, however, read excessively (on some occasions, read 6-8 hours ). I am now going to study A-levels at Chesterfield college; I don't look forward to it at all as I'm afraid it will interfere with my reading. I will drop out if I find that this is the case. If I don't drop out, I will then go on to study english literature at a university (as the psychiatrist told me to do).
In any case, my aspiration is to be a post-man and a novelist. I'd stay up at night to write my novels and I'd go out to deliver the mail in the morning. I'd then proceed to sleep in the afternoon. I'd also live as a hermit and I'd also read excessive amounts. I'll continue to write regardless of it getting published. If this isn't the case, I might live off a woman that can cook and care for me and have sex with me and live in the woods with me. This would be more convenient as it'd leave more time for my writing, and the human company may prevent me from going psychotic. I may also experiment once or twice with LSD to see what the outcome of this is, and see if it may make my writing more fertile.
Novels and short story collections I hope to write (yet have no plan for) are: See-Saw, Dream Stairs, X1, Teenage Ruminations, Psychotic Hallucinations, Strandenforp, Erotic Violence and Strange Logic.
This is a shitty post and I may delete it.